Granted, it's technically public here, but it's not exactly your local bar. We don't know who you are, where you're from, or where you work. The Internet is about as anonymous as one can be in this day and age.
No one here is going to judge you or scorn you. This is an extremely mature board with lots of serious veteran members. We have member here with any number of diseases, including HIV, Crohn's disease, ED, etc, and I don't think they have ever felt embarrassed to discuss their illnesses here. I'm trying not to speak for them, so if I'm wrong I encourage them to correct me.
My point is, you'll get more replies and help if you put your cards on the table here. You won't be flamed or harassed, and no one here will give you a hard time about something that you've come here looking for honest help with. Good luck.