Big john/psych great advice thank you. This is tough but the fact that I'm even entertaining this thought tells me I'm maybe not as happy as I should be
Not really... I mean I want to smack an ax in the face of drivers that don't turn there turn signal on. Doesn't mean I hate people...Dying is easy cause living is hard. Don't base life on "happiness". Thats a small component. It is good that you came to ask advice before acting. We may prevent you from making a huge mistake or help you make the right choice.
You are a guy, you wanna fuck and women (because of societies "standards" as well as nature) want to be attractive. Being distracted doesn't mean anything. Go jerk off and then after see if you really want to be with her.
A lil story big man. I work with a waitress at the club who is like a hot goth Marylin Monroe. She wants me bad and I'm sure would fuck like a bull. She's funny and we have alot of things in common and interests.
BUT...on certain issues that come up in conversations we butt heads. We have different attitudes on
major life things. I couldn't see her with my self and still hitting the goals I want in life. Beauty fades and tits sag, asses go flat, but tthe person stays....thats the person you stay with. She also has a fuckin crazy family and a shit load of debt. LOL
If it's more than just physical then you need to ponder it. If the girl you are with is abusive, there are unhealthy habits (not her but in the relationship), you don't see you guys getting married or even going through major life situations together, lack of trust/respect, then really think about it. These are serious things to consider.
Shit you may need to leave the one girl and just spend time alone working on yourself. I get more people in detox who hop from one relationship to the next without ever settling emotional problems from the previous partner. All that does is lead to a vicious cycle of abuse/neglect/trauma, and puts the other person in the position to do damage control on something they didn't do.
You and every person from the beginning of time till the end will get a thought to stray or leave. An impulse or passion falls away and dies. But for the moment it burns bright and is all consuming. Like a fire it will pass....Zeno of Athens.