- Feb 25, 2005
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Hey Bros,
Just thought I would check in with all of you. I've been on this board for close to 2 years now. Most all of the old bros have moved-on, so I don't know many of you. I haven't been online much over the last 6 or 7 months. I have been extremely busy. I have also been off cycle for that long as well.
I am in my early 30's and I have done 3 cycles over the past 2 years. My first cycle was nice. I gained 20 lbs and was ripped. The next 2 cycles were nice, but my gains never exceeded the first cycle. Each time, I could reach the same weight, but would never pack on any more. Tried eating different, sleeping more, different supps, more gear, etc...Nothing helped. However I always felt AWESOME and absolutely no one screwed with me. My mind was sharper, and my energy was incredible. My wife could not sleep in the same room with me because incredibly horny. 3 to 4 times between 9PM and 5AM was not uncommon, and my wife said she was to sore!!!!
What I want to say though, is even though I had decent cycles, and did perfect PCT, I am really messed up mentally now. My blood pressure is high and my moods are crazy. I hate everything most of the time, unless my wife slips me a couple of Xanax, which is only when she has to deal with me in public. She is a trooper though. We all hope I get to feeling better. I hope she doesnt leave. I am paranoid and impatient now too. My anxiety is crazy. Never been this way. On gear I wasn't like this, but maybe the roid rage has come late for me. I really hope it all goes away. My doctor has tried a couple different anti depressants with me and nothing really works, but sometimes makes me feel worse. At this point, I really feel that gear may have permanently done something to me. I act differently and I am anti-social now.
Although I can not conclusively say that gear did this to me, I want everyone to know how I have felt after gear. I am sure another cycle will fix everything, but when would that stop?
My cycles mainly consisted of test prop or sust. I stacked different things, like deca, primo, and winny with each different cycle. It was all top notch stuff.
Be careful, and think it through. Gear is great and I might do another cycle one day, but it really could have bad side effects for the rest of your life.
Just thought I would check in with all of you. I've been on this board for close to 2 years now. Most all of the old bros have moved-on, so I don't know many of you. I haven't been online much over the last 6 or 7 months. I have been extremely busy. I have also been off cycle for that long as well.
I am in my early 30's and I have done 3 cycles over the past 2 years. My first cycle was nice. I gained 20 lbs and was ripped. The next 2 cycles were nice, but my gains never exceeded the first cycle. Each time, I could reach the same weight, but would never pack on any more. Tried eating different, sleeping more, different supps, more gear, etc...Nothing helped. However I always felt AWESOME and absolutely no one screwed with me. My mind was sharper, and my energy was incredible. My wife could not sleep in the same room with me because incredibly horny. 3 to 4 times between 9PM and 5AM was not uncommon, and my wife said she was to sore!!!!
What I want to say though, is even though I had decent cycles, and did perfect PCT, I am really messed up mentally now. My blood pressure is high and my moods are crazy. I hate everything most of the time, unless my wife slips me a couple of Xanax, which is only when she has to deal with me in public. She is a trooper though. We all hope I get to feeling better. I hope she doesnt leave. I am paranoid and impatient now too. My anxiety is crazy. Never been this way. On gear I wasn't like this, but maybe the roid rage has come late for me. I really hope it all goes away. My doctor has tried a couple different anti depressants with me and nothing really works, but sometimes makes me feel worse. At this point, I really feel that gear may have permanently done something to me. I act differently and I am anti-social now.
Although I can not conclusively say that gear did this to me, I want everyone to know how I have felt after gear. I am sure another cycle will fix everything, but when would that stop?
My cycles mainly consisted of test prop or sust. I stacked different things, like deca, primo, and winny with each different cycle. It was all top notch stuff.
Be careful, and think it through. Gear is great and I might do another cycle one day, but it really could have bad side effects for the rest of your life.