Home brew problems. Need help

Homemade DVD test e at 250

2% ba and 18% bb with correct amount of raw

Clean and sterile. .22 whatman filter used but one of them started flowing very freely which leads me to believe that it was damaged

Severe flu like symptoms the next day after pinning and then swelling and pain in the ass that goes away after 5 days

Can't even train it makes me feel like shit so bad

Pinned twice at different sites..each cheek

Said fuck it and went back to testC rx from doctor but he is stingy with his testC and me wants more

What's going on? Should I refilter and try again? Toss it and call it a loss?

Thoughts? Ideas?

Oh yeah....filtered cotton seed oil.

70 ml filtered cotton seed oil
30 g raw
2.4 ml ba
21.6 ml bb

Used pre-sterilized jugs

Put some in used jugs from doctor. That was probably stupid

I only tried what I put in empty jugs from doc. They were emptied by me a month before. Legit rx

Maybe I should try pinning the stuff in the sterile jugs

Raw was lumpy and waxy with a strong smell
Off white in color. Source with a good rep
I pinned 1 ml both times

120ml total. 3 30ml jugs them various 1 ml and 10 ml vials with my rx on them

I like to use those because I can bring anywhere

I put beaker into cast iron skillet with water in it. I added raw, then bb and about half the oil and heated until water was about 200F or less. Always kept below boiling and turned off occasionally because the iron skillet stayed warm. Turned on heat as needed. The Raw dissolved easily in bb and oil after stirring with little heat. Added rest of oil, Then added BA. Stirred with a 10ml pin....didn't have a stirring rod. The pin was sterile I assuming as it was new in package. After letting sit for a few minutes and saw no particulate matter

I discarded the pin I was stirring with and used a new 18 gauge needle every time I filled a bottle. I sucked up the juice with the same 10 ml pin with an 18 gauge and just took off the 18 gauge when I attached to filter on top of jugs. Washed hands with bleach and sprayed area with bleach before starting

Hands were very clean and I tried as best I could to keep sterile.

I pinned the last bottle I made and things were a bit messy by then...oil spilled in some places

Maybe I should try to pin some from the first jug I made.
I just don't want to feel like shit for another week. Sex drive stayed the same and I seemed to gain some water weight but I didn't work out at all. I am assuming the raw was good. I bottled test c before and never had this problem besides gear crashing. That is why I tried test e this time.

Been pinning 125 ml/week for years so sex drive staying same is a good thing. When totally off, I get hard as a rock but no interest in sex at all.

Cool beans. But...all raw is mixed in oil now. Can I still do this or am I phucked? Oil and water? I may try it anyway and re filter because otherwise, it will all go into the burn barrel. If so, no biggie. Chinese Raws are inexpensive and this will be a learning experience none the less

Thanks. Source recommended that I go with testC instead. I should have listened. Thanks for all the help. Great forum here!