- Dec 7, 2005
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Happy New Year all!!
Well, the plan was to start my first cycle today. Everything was ready and waiting and this evening I had to face my first injection. Man - was I scared sh!tless. I don't know if everyone had this sort of experience on their first time or if it's just because I've got a genuine fear of needles, but I had big doubts about whether or not I'd go through with it.
I laid everything out in the bathroom and followed all the instructions I've read and researched over the past months. Put the vial of gear into some warm water, checkout out the spot on my glute I wanted to inject and then got out the dreaded syringe. Let me tell you, that needle looked huge. After much debating I finally opened the package, cleaned the spot on my ass with an alcohol swap, cleaned the top of the vial, withdrew the 1ml of Test E and changed pins. Now, the dreaded moment was here. More debating, a couple practise goes with the plastic cover still on the pin, and still more debating. Finally I decided to go for it.
For some strange reason I decided to jab myself gently with the needle to see if it would hurt at all. I know - ridiculous - I'm such a pussy. :wtf: So I gently jab myself and I don't even feel a thing as the needle goes through my skin. Of course I was expecting pain so I withdrew it on instinct. Now I'm sitting there, amazed that I didn't feel a thing and ready to go through with this. I push the needle in again and it easy slides slowly into my glute. No pain. However, I am still petrified and shaking like a leaf. Holding the pin as steady as I can I tried to aspirate but couldn't seem to get the plunger back. Thinking about it now I probably wasn't even applying any force but hey - I was convinced I was doing something wrong so I pulled the damn pin out again. Now - being rather paranoid - I thought it might be time for a third pin and this time I would damn well get it right. Changed pins, cleaned the area with a new alcohol swab, and eased that baby in. Again - no pain. Actually, just a little pain as I got about an inch in, but nothing much. This time I managed to aspirate - no blood. So I slowly and gently injected the oil. AT LAST! I'm sure I didn't get the full 1ml. With all my messing around I wasted a bit. But, after jabbing myself 3 times on my first go, I am officially no longer a gear virgin!
You're welcome to bash away at me for being so silly or just to have a laugh. Thanks for all your support guys and gals. I will keep everyone posted on how my first cycle is progressing.
:headbang:
Well, the plan was to start my first cycle today. Everything was ready and waiting and this evening I had to face my first injection. Man - was I scared sh!tless. I don't know if everyone had this sort of experience on their first time or if it's just because I've got a genuine fear of needles, but I had big doubts about whether or not I'd go through with it.
I laid everything out in the bathroom and followed all the instructions I've read and researched over the past months. Put the vial of gear into some warm water, checkout out the spot on my glute I wanted to inject and then got out the dreaded syringe. Let me tell you, that needle looked huge. After much debating I finally opened the package, cleaned the spot on my ass with an alcohol swap, cleaned the top of the vial, withdrew the 1ml of Test E and changed pins. Now, the dreaded moment was here. More debating, a couple practise goes with the plastic cover still on the pin, and still more debating. Finally I decided to go for it.
For some strange reason I decided to jab myself gently with the needle to see if it would hurt at all. I know - ridiculous - I'm such a pussy. :wtf: So I gently jab myself and I don't even feel a thing as the needle goes through my skin. Of course I was expecting pain so I withdrew it on instinct. Now I'm sitting there, amazed that I didn't feel a thing and ready to go through with this. I push the needle in again and it easy slides slowly into my glute. No pain. However, I am still petrified and shaking like a leaf. Holding the pin as steady as I can I tried to aspirate but couldn't seem to get the plunger back. Thinking about it now I probably wasn't even applying any force but hey - I was convinced I was doing something wrong so I pulled the damn pin out again. Now - being rather paranoid - I thought it might be time for a third pin and this time I would damn well get it right. Changed pins, cleaned the area with a new alcohol swab, and eased that baby in. Again - no pain. Actually, just a little pain as I got about an inch in, but nothing much. This time I managed to aspirate - no blood. So I slowly and gently injected the oil. AT LAST! I'm sure I didn't get the full 1ml. With all my messing around I wasted a bit. But, after jabbing myself 3 times on my first go, I am officially no longer a gear virgin!
You're welcome to bash away at me for being so silly or just to have a laugh. Thanks for all your support guys and gals. I will keep everyone posted on how my first cycle is progressing.
:headbang: