- Sep 30, 2005
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Ok, this is a heart felt, sensitive subject, which has been causing me angst for the past few months. So here goes guys.
After intense meditation about my life and talks with people much smarter than me, I have decided to give up bodybuilding/bulking and loose some weight. At 6'0 – 240lbs I am starting to look like a freak, even in the baggiest of clothes--jackets, suites, sweaters etc. And no matter how hard I try, I cannot cover up the obvious fact that I juice, which normally wouldn’t be a problem, but, it is starting to spill into other areas of my life, affecting them in negative ways. For example, I am a JR in college and I am starting to interview for competitive internships, apply to competitive graduate schools, and meet people who can decide with one phone call whether I succeed or don’t. I JUST CANNOT LOOK LIKE A "BIG STEROID" AND HAVE A SUCCESSFUL FUTURE! It absolutely freaking kills me to give up what I love second to none, but, I have to or I’m afraid I will forever hold myself back by looking like an incompetent ogre without even opening my mouth.
So I have decided to take the next few months completely off steroids and spend my time mountain biking and shit. Then, I am going to run a series of cutting cycles. I’m talking cycles where I gain ALMOST NO MASS and just get the freaky striations and cuts that cross-country runners have.
So guys, if you would please:
1. Give me your perspective on my situation.
2. Suggest some cycles/doses that provide striations, cuts, and an edge, but NO mass (if it is possible). I want to stay supper lean, no bloat no estrogen!
Admins, wolfy, anasci. Tell me what you think!
Here is what I am thinking so far in terms of a cycle:
1.Stenox
2.Anaver
3.Clen
After intense meditation about my life and talks with people much smarter than me, I have decided to give up bodybuilding/bulking and loose some weight. At 6'0 – 240lbs I am starting to look like a freak, even in the baggiest of clothes--jackets, suites, sweaters etc. And no matter how hard I try, I cannot cover up the obvious fact that I juice, which normally wouldn’t be a problem, but, it is starting to spill into other areas of my life, affecting them in negative ways. For example, I am a JR in college and I am starting to interview for competitive internships, apply to competitive graduate schools, and meet people who can decide with one phone call whether I succeed or don’t. I JUST CANNOT LOOK LIKE A "BIG STEROID" AND HAVE A SUCCESSFUL FUTURE! It absolutely freaking kills me to give up what I love second to none, but, I have to or I’m afraid I will forever hold myself back by looking like an incompetent ogre without even opening my mouth.
So I have decided to take the next few months completely off steroids and spend my time mountain biking and shit. Then, I am going to run a series of cutting cycles. I’m talking cycles where I gain ALMOST NO MASS and just get the freaky striations and cuts that cross-country runners have.
So guys, if you would please:
1. Give me your perspective on my situation.
2. Suggest some cycles/doses that provide striations, cuts, and an edge, but NO mass (if it is possible). I want to stay supper lean, no bloat no estrogen!
Admins, wolfy, anasci. Tell me what you think!
Here is what I am thinking so far in terms of a cycle:
1.Stenox
2.Anaver
3.Clen