Walking Zombie Syndrome

[Nitrateman]

Ok bros, I know that we have been down this road before, but I am dying from lack of regular sleep. It is 6:39am and I've been up two hours, which wouldn't be so bad, but go to bed around 1:30 am.
Have had a couple cups of sleepy time tea, a warm shower and just took a lorazipan.
Am on the last week of oral winny after finishing 12 weeks on test e and 11 of deca. I know that the winny jacks me up...but
Am wondering if my 8-9pm workouts is too late...never was before. Forgot to add that I always have energy for the workouts, and tonight had a kickass chest-tri workout

Anyway, zombie ramblings...maybe I'll go for a walk

Any thoughts

Nitrateman

ps If you find me aimlessly walking in your neighbourhood just turn me around and send me home. Do not give me coffee.

 

[KILLA]

Winny makes me wake up early no matter how late I go to bed. I usually always wake up refreshed though.

Go to Starbucks.

I have found that if I wake up early, I go to the gym early. I have been going around 5:30 AM lately, and passing out at 9:00 PM. I bust my ass in the AM at the gym, and the hardest part of my day over with, and the rest of the day is a cake walk.

 

[McKenzie]

I wake up early...and workout early also.

I couldnt imagine working out at 8 or 9 pm? I'm wondering if youre so jacked up after your workout, and with the energy drink that you arent able to sleep? Over stimulated perhaps?

Is this your regular schedule?

 

[Nitrateman]

McKenzie yes that is my regular schedule. Has been for 5-6 months. Finally goit back to sleep around 7:30. Had to watch porn til I got sleepy. slept 3 1/2 hours.
McKenzie you know that you are my only source of overstimulation.

Nitrateman

 

[McKenzie]

McKenzie yes that is my regular schedule. Has been for 5-6 months. Finally goit back to sleep around 7:30. Had to watch porn til I got sleepy. slept 3 1/2 hours.
McKenzie you know that you are my only source of overstimulation.

Nitrateman

whoa...apparently I'm slackin if you're having to watch porn

When I initially read this...I thought you watched porn for 3-1/2 hours...I thought...good lord, how can anybody watch porn that long...I can only watch it like 15 or less mins and I'm like "there"

but luckily I reread it and you slept 3/1-2 hrs.

I was kinda strung out while taking tbol....tons of energy....but no real sleep problems.

I hope you sleep well tonight Nitrate

 

[Nitrateman]

Thanks Kenzie...I run porn a lot of the time to put me to sleep...sort of like mor music or something...not to get off.
Actually in the hours that I was awake, cleaned the kitchen, hung a couple of pictures, did laundry...sort of mindless keep busy stuff, kept waiting for the fatigue to kick in.

You're doing dbol...looking for some gains?
My next is gonna be a cutter, been doin a bunch of research and decided on test prop (guaranteed painless), Eq and from weeks 8-13 running Masteron, with a winny kick the last 4or 5 weeks. Gonna keep the Proviron around...have to say while I was doing Proviron, libido was up, sense of well being was up ...no depression, and sleep was way better.

No worries

Nitrateman

 

[Blackbird]

Are you married? Maybe you just need some real sex instead of the porn. But my bet is on the late workouts.

 

[ben johnson]

i used to workout late and no matter what i had a few hours of winddown time b 4 i could sleep...now i do it right after work...

 

[MaSTa LifTa]

I can't believe you can't sleep and you are taking Ativan. That's crazy.

 

[Nitrateman]

I can't believe you can't sleep and you are taking Ativan. That's crazy.

No shit...usually it works, but not lately.
Re the porn...like I said to Kenzie, I like to run porn not just when I need it, if you get my drift, but all the time like background music. In my idea of a perfect world, there would be diff porn playing on huge blank walls of every major room of a very modern house. It would be like my art...sort of walls of porn art. You would get used to it, and it would become sort of your white noise, a building block of who you are..........................

ah the ramblings of a sleep deprived zombie....
at least I'm not drooling...
yet

Nitrateman

 

[STEELADDICTION]

No shit...usually it works, but not lately.
Re the porn...like I said to Kenzie, I like to run porn not just when I need it, if you get my drift, but all the time like background music. In my idea of a perfect world, there would be diff porn playing on huge blank walls of every major room of a very modern house. It would be like my art...sort of walls of porn art. You would get used to it, and it would become sort of your white noise, a building block of who you are..........................

ah the ramblings of a sleep deprived zombie....
at least I'm not drooling...
yet

Nitrateman

Hey bro I think you have bigger problems to worry about other than sleep deprivation!

 

[Nitrateman]

Steel

Now play nice
OK so I'm no interior decorator, but I know what I like

Nitrateman

 

[McKenzie]

I dont know? but I think your best bet is gonna be reducing the background porn a bit....no wonder you cant sleep for probably staying up and watching it? I wouldnt get anything done around the house if it ran during the day.

maybe after ending this cycle...you can get back to your normal sleep pattern ?

 

[Nitrateman]

Thanks but really and truely I am not WATCHING it watching it...it's just there...sounding like a porn addict here LOL Kinda like putting on a CD or something and then going about your day...sometimes you notice the music and sometimes you don't...or like a high school kid doing his homework with music blaring in the background...sometimes you notice the music and sometimes you don't

Kenzie give me some credit. LOL


Nitrateman

 

[McKenzie]

I'll give ya some credit Nitrate...no biggie...

its just that if its like background music...all I can imagine is just filthy talking, moaning, wetness, etc....I mean if I was listening to it....I'd either be laughin or wantin to do it.

LOL

ok...I'm done...no more....I'll hush

 

[MR .T]

If I turned on porn I would never get to sleep. Id just be laying under a small tent.

 

[Nitrateman]

I'll give ya some credit Nitrate...

..all I can imagine is just filthy talking, moaning, wetness, etc.....I'd either be laughin or wantin to do it.

ok...I'm done...no more....I'll hush

Kenzie
God I love it when you talk dirty

Nitrateman