People don't understand this but I do/did.
I feel badly for those that fake this bullshit. It's who you are, not who you want to be.
Great post. great interview from the shadow. Listen to Kai Greene. His thoughts were very similar. Anger. Pain. It makes you who you are and you'll never look back. I'm older and wiser and I don't give a shit if you like me. I'm here to train. Make you train if you want to. It's WORK. Like Dorian said. Get used to it. Stop your shit.