Damn life seems to go where the fuck it wants to no matter how much of a control freak a guy is....Between family responsibilities, bs with work, and friggen having to travel the last month has been shit for gym time but that shit stops now...hopefully getting back to this log will get shit back on point...I've kept up the gear and the diet so the gym is really what's gotta get back right ....I'm pretty sure the gym is what keeps me half sane...
Back to the gym over last four days and killed it... felt great ....wife is alot happier my mello level is back where should be...Day 1 all out arms delts calves, day 2 chest traps ,day 3 heavy ass legs bis tris day 4 back shoulders....Today rest and cheat tommorow start again as hard as I can go...
Getting ready to change up on the gear. I'm running primo 700 tren (pellets) 700 and sust 700..
Going to completely drop the test and add a few things ,up the other 2....unless I'm forgetting this will be the first time I've completely drop test in probably 3 or more years...I'm pretty nervous about it but it needs done....If it goes to shit I'll just have to tough it out..
My weight is back around 260 give or take....It seems no matter where I go with my weight I end up back at 250-260.....This is my last push for the heavy numbers....I'm going to throw everything ive learned about myself up to this point at it ......Where I land I land.....From there it's going to be about staying healthier, shreaded ,functional, and lean gains....
If fuckn life would just leave me the fuck alone and let me lift I could conquer this mountain......Im about to the point of saying fuck life and climbing the fuckn mountain....