well i have some more great news. the other day i was climbing around on the back of the machine here at my job and everything i touched was covered with grease and my head was hurting from wearing this damn hard hat all the time. and i was thinking that i really dont like my job so much, it pays well but i dont like getting up at 5am to go to work , i dont like wearing this hard hat i dont like greasing the equipment, so it dawned on me if you dont like something about your life or yourself then just fucking changed it, what in the hell is the issue... so i started the enrollment process to become a veterinairn. I AM SO STOKED ABOUT THIS.... everything worked out great for me the class scheduling worked right around my work schedule, and i have access to about 10 grand of my own money right now to be able to pay for all the schooling if i am unable to get a grant..... it will take about a year to get my first assistant diploma and then about another 4 years of school and hands on traing before i can start making the big bucks but it will all be worth it 