I guess this is more of a vent but I just don't get it .
I've been screwed over,ripped off,held back,stabbed in the back,fucked over etc. most of my life and it just fuels my fire and pushes me to push back that much harder, whatever it takes.
I just heard a kid I knew and watched grow up in my old neighborhood killed himself, he didn't have that bad a life going, he had a kind of shit childhood but who didn't, he wasn't going to be a millionaire but was liked and didn't have it bad as far as I ever knew, I just don't get it....I could understand if it were a backed in the corner going out in a blaze kind of thing......but not just throwing in the towel and quiting when there options and friends to turn to.....
I haven't gotten the details yet and I really hope I heard wrong but just damn giving up at a young age when you still have the world ahead of you ......and the options to just drop whats bothering you and start over different.......I just don't get it
I've been screwed over,ripped off,held back,stabbed in the back,fucked over etc. most of my life and it just fuels my fire and pushes me to push back that much harder, whatever it takes.
I just heard a kid I knew and watched grow up in my old neighborhood killed himself, he didn't have that bad a life going, he had a kind of shit childhood but who didn't, he wasn't going to be a millionaire but was liked and didn't have it bad as far as I ever knew, I just don't get it....I could understand if it were a backed in the corner going out in a blaze kind of thing......but not just throwing in the towel and quiting when there options and friends to turn to.....
I haven't gotten the details yet and I really hope I heard wrong but just damn giving up at a young age when you still have the world ahead of you ......and the options to just drop whats bothering you and start over different.......I just don't get it