the thing is though i seroiusly dont feel that pump lik ewhen i was little i was using methyl-1 test prohormone whent hey came out i would be so fucking hungry all the time and full of energy but right now on this prop and cypionate i just gained weight i dont feel any bigger but my friends keep saying im huge i just dont get it cause i woulod know when something kicks in or feel s in my system i just wonder why this is how it was last time i did 1-5 test and deca last summer and everyone kept telling me the same thing ur getting big ur getting huge and i didnt even work out cause i was so lazy at the gym always smoking weed and doing ciggarettes i didnt feel bigger but infact i did gain weight and i didnt do pct and i responded really well to deca i felt sense of well being at one point and i was not confused i knew my body was just growing normaly from steroids and i didnt havet to work out from that poinjt i was about 158-180 and i been at that weight and i have no lost but now i wanna do a proper cycle same friend wanted me to finish the 10 weeks but i only did 5
I can't express enough just how 'not ready' you are for AAS. I know many 19 year olds who are mentally ready (not physically) but your not one of those. Your wording... actually change that to everything you write just alarms me. Everything from the info you give about your training etc and simply the way you explain things just makes the alarm bells ring for me.
By the way if your putting on 1 pound per day over a few weeks you don't really feel it cos it is gradual. But if you were to jump the 3 weeks in 3 secs you would feel the change in size instantly. You mention you done deca etc but then you say this is your first cycle. I gather you just mean proper cycle. And a 5 week cycle for a 19 year old will make them huge but won't really bring to light the many nasty sides you will experience with AAS.
And your friend who is saying do 1000mg sust to a 19 year old and for his first cycle is a fool. I gather he is about 19 too. Saying that age isn't important as there are plenty of stupid fools of all ages about in any gym.
I don't know if your just writing fast and making mistakes but many things you write don't make much sense. You wrote "i was not confused i knew my body was just growing normaly from steroids and i didnt havet to work out from that poinjt." Are you saying that once the gear kicked in you didn't have to work out cos you were getting big without going the gym?
And as far as knowing how to eat. Anyone can read a diet in a mag or google one up. But do you actually understand what all the different food groups do and what each food contains and the best ratios etc. And do you actually abide by it? Meaning do you have a few protein shakes and some chicken breast and because of that you think you are sorted diet wise?
Do you even know about estrogenic side effects? Or simply estrogen... and androgen. Plus things like prolactin etc. What steroids actually do? Why they work and how they stop your natural supply of test.
I don't mean to sound insulting or condersending I am just concerned your gonna fuck up your hormones cos your taking things to get you big without knowing what exactly they are. Many people think taking test will just increase their test levels and they will go huge and that is it. They don't realize whenever you put test into your system your body will start to cease natural production. And when you stop you shutdown and your body has to start producing it asap. By the way if the gear is legit you should start feeling it soon cos the above is the main reason why it takes many weeks to properly kick in. If anything at the start you can go abit funny. I just mean as it stops full production you can actually feel alittle worse. But usually the self created mental buzz of starting the cycle can cloud that. Your body is so complex and alsorts are going on inside it.
By the way I am 25 on 23rd Dec so I am young too. I am far from cautious (very far) but trust me you will only regret it.
By the way when others read this thread they will sure say the same things I have. I hope when you get a few more similar replies you might start to reconsider. Saying that me thinks you could get 100 similar replies and you will still do it. Like I said I don't mean to go on but I just don't want to see other uneducated person crying after he fucks things up. Things like not understanding why he can't get a hard on and then making a physical problem a mental etc etc.