It's been what seems like an eternity so I wanted to give an update since I received such an amazing ammount of support from all of you! So it's been about 6 months, haven't had a drop of booze, learned alot about myself, who I am, how I see myself, and who I working to become. Life is pretty, not perfect, but really solid. I've got a great group of family and friends that support me. I've got a pretty decent new job, doesn't pay as good as jobs I've had in the past, but the people I work with are just great and I had wicked health insurance, always a good thing lol. Gym time has been a lil sporadic, finally got my diet down, and a some consistent training, I'm on my fourth week, just starting to get back to where I was physically, still stronger then most guys lol just down in mass. I started cycling again, some t400 with some 300mg equipoise every 7 days, feeling gooood! Gonna run this this for four weks, then swith to Decca and a different test 4 weeks, then just run DBOL 4 weeks, side note I've never run DBOL ever so I'm super excited to do it! Hard to believe in all my years of running gear I've never run dbol, but it's true! So anyways, hope all you are well, safe happy, and killing it with the iron!