also, i don't recall ever saying that i have already done a cycle, i'm still in the middle of the one that i started in september. at one point i was thinking about stopping after 10 weeks or so and i might have posted a thread talking about the cycle in past tense because i was thinking about stopping the day i wrote the thread. that's if i did ever say i have already done a cycle. but i got more vials because i just didn't feel 10 weeks was long enough, i was till gaining consistantly. i'm not sure, but it kind of seems like you're looking for lies or something. i'm not lying. i know all my posts are up here for people to just look at. there's not a lot of them. and my name is the same on this forum as it is in the others. i can see why you got suspicious that i said 205 once then 230 another time but i am 230 i don't see why anyone would randomly lie about their weight on these forums like that. also, if i had a total disregard for my health i wouldn't have done just test for 500mg a week. i probably would have added other compounds. and i wouldn't have bought liv52 and milk thistle with my dbol (which by the way i will just wait to do i was just curious to see what people would say about using it at the end)
Firstly, although you didn't use the word patience doesn't mean you haven't implied it. You have written in the past how you are in a hurry, how you are anxious and simply the way you write about your intentions.
And I know you was writing in past tense thats why I wrote that before my actual main concern. I also know you were asking about cycles at 18 so I see good in that (the fact you haven't done one at 18, 19 etc). Your by no means like many of the younger ones you get on these types of forums (thats a compliment). But like I said you do have a disregard to your health. When I say that I don't mean in the way you are thinking of. Your depiction of someone with a disregard to their health would be a lad on 1000mg of test with dbol etc and drinking most days and eating crap. There are different degrees to everything. And in this case health also means hormones and not that your physically abusing your body. Test isn't very liver toxic and shouldn't really be doing serious damage if kept at a reasonable dose. But in regards to your hormonal health it can be very bad to inexperienced people (anyone really).
And you must understand my suspicious. In that thread you wrote you weighed that huge amount I replied more than once. And you replied to me and never mentioned your weight. Even if you couldn't edit it you could have simply replied to me and said that is a mistake but you didn't. But if it is a mistake then cool.
Plus you wonder why anyone would lie on here. That is so common. If you have an 18 year old who weighs 150 pounds and he were to come on here he would get warned and told not to go a head with his plans. On other boards he would probably just get called an idiot and stupid straightaway. The person may get some irresponsible replies telling them to go ahead but most likely not. So many know they are gonna do it no matter what they are told so they say they are 24 and weigh 210 pounds etc. You get loads of younger ones pretending to be either older or maybe just lying about their cycle history and training history.
Plus I have to add in my last cycle I done adrol at the end. I had test c and deca but didn't get my adrol. I wasn't bothered cos I thought I am happy with test c and dec. Anyway I got the tabs in week 9 and just decided to take them for 4/5 weeks. To help matters when I tapered my test down I went on 2 weeks after the adrol. Anyway so like I said above I didn't mean it is stupid and can be fine but for you I would defo not rec it.
Although 500mg of test is a usual amount for a first cycle. Your cycle is harsh on your system. So you don't need to be taking other compounds to make it harsh. Adding something like tbol at the start wouldn't have really effected anything but would just have given you better gains. But doing dbol at the end certainly would make it much harsher. It's your 1st cycle... you could do test for 8 weeks and it will still be harsh on your system cos your new to it. I am not saying anything bad cos you will likely recover nice and fast and be cool but just trust me. Coming off steroids is one thing you can't understand how YOU WILL ACTUALLY FEEL until you actually come off them. Things like skydiving and racing a car you can sort of know what your gonna feel like before you do them. But coming off steroids can make you feel a whole list of things you never did b4. Not being able to get an erection is a main one. I am always fine but sometimes it can be at say 30% my usual self so I wouldn't bother. Someone immature or someone who worries or over thinks can really let something like that eat away at them. Cos they don't understand it is fairly normal.
They make a temporary physical problem a permanent mental one. In addition to the possible mood swings and added all together can lead to mild or even severe depression. By the way I am far from cautious I was doing 1000mg of test in my 2nd cycle so I not the sort to over worry... I just don't want you to regret things.
The above is why I have said many things. Cos basically if you would have got 1 or 2 replies saying yeah dbol at the end is good you would have done it. Don't say you wouldn't cos you moreorless wrote you would have. There really are some fools on many forums. They have done 10 cycles and still don't have a clue about compounds and what steroids actually do to their bodies. They would probably say oh yeah 20 week cycle is cool for you just limit the dbol... thinking that is smart. And then cos 1/2 strangers online say so you will probably do it cos you want to anyway and now have the confirmation. Just be careful.